loss
Kirby and i went to the ENT. He got his T-Tubes checked, which still have a perfect fit. We both got our ears cleaned; in my case, it didn't help to alleviate the beeping noise i experienced on my left side. Doc said, it's most likely my tense neck muscles; which was my first theory. My ears weren't as clogged up as usual.
In the wee hours, i had a panic attack. The Wife suggested using a cool-bag in the wrist as a way to distract. Can't seem to take my mind off it.
I need professional help… am into dense to accept it?
Practicing maths with Kirby made me remember how i was educated: by fear. It takes some control to keep myself from copying my teachers. Kirby knows what to do, it's his attention that needs a guiding hand.
Should i meditate with him?
We watched further Checker Reports—short-form reports in various topics for kids, very well made in my opinion—, one of them about Ghosts and Spirits. It's interesting how different cultures treat their spectral beings. Seems like everyone associated with christianity is either disguising itself as a more dangerous entity to ward off ghosts and spirits, while other cultures are welcoming some into their homes, and if not, at least try to cultivate a relationship with them.
With the trajectory of the arc of history—yeah, it beds towards justice, but it's a long trip there—it feels like this time, we're screwed, and a lot of people are dancing to the tune of one of the many pied pipers—which are organized?—out of fear of loosing; without considering that our current «loss» of luxury, is a gain for coming generations.