fail state
Ergo therapy … that was an unexpected thing to experience. Not having a goal as a goal. At first it felt like hanging out for three hours. Then i experienced how some people work, how some people with a certain mental make up work. I have the luxury of being able to regulate myself, like incorporating time to rest.
I'm considering taking Gunpla to the next single task. There are a few kits in storage, that i don't open on purpose. They'll never look as good as when others build them, and painting is a can of worms i don't dare open. Oftentimes i loose patience when building something, and in ergo therapy, it seems part of the program is learning to accept to leave things unfinished/in a »fail-state«.
It reminds me of a roll of developed film without any motives that i have. Inconsider it to be the best roll of film i ever shot, it was used to test for light leaks in a camera i once repaired.